So this is my boyfriend…Chris
And last night I told him everything over the phone after only a Month of dating. I was prepared to break up
I told him
I’m very suicidal
That if I got kicked out and no one else could take me in
I would commit suicide.
Without a second thought.
He said “I could always take you in”
“Well that yes but my fear of.. Being kicked out and it’ll always be in the back of my head”
After 15 minutes of me telling him everything
He asked me
“why are you still here then? You could have left a long time ago why are you still here what’s driving you to be here”
I started to cry
My reply was
“Cause I want to hear ” I love you “from my Mother and Father.
I grew up knowing that they never said it I just want to hear it, cause then I’ll be apart of the family”
He understood me.
… Not to the fullest extent but his reply was
"I hope to also help fill that void after all I should treat my Hime like the princess she should be treated"
I wasn’t sure how I felt but I broke down crying.
Yeah it’s only been a month
But We truly fell in love at first sight.
I was prepared to have him break up with me
But it didn’t happen
I know this is a rp blog
But I wanted to share
How someone who I only see once a week saved my life last night.
He truly is what will now also drive me to live